Two (Very) New Ones, Let Me Know What You Think
Posted on Tuesday 18th August 2009 11:24 pm
Abraxas On the Neighbour's Dog
Oh, oh how I wish it was the 16th century
And basic maths was sorcery
And the coding language of word processors
Was as distant as the Eighth Path or The Cross.
I would call Abraxas, I would be haruspex
I would cast the bones of your mother,
Foul pup,
I would boil her like a turgid skin kettle
And lift her on sticks to deter fly-posters and hog.
You are a breed designed to broadcast,
A howling, deep-larynxed, social dog
You must be bored, with only three companions,
Your sister and your balls
Because all you do is lick and bark
Sup and growl, when you see me
Walking tentative widdershins round your grounds
I lack sleep. I have plans.
You watch for warriors on the sword-gilt firelight of the dawny willow brush.
Fuck you, dog,
It's me, a pasty white windowpane, see through me, and hush.
My Family
My mother is a genealogist, she works
In the boredom between outhouses.
When I was little, I was given ten pence
For every Barnes, Sealy, or robed four-poster grave
With a canopy of monkshood that I called and shrieked from.
Imagine my Sonic the Hedgehog jumper
Amongst that politest of human things,
The graveyard.
My mother wrote our autobiography, a Trojan thing,
An epic, tragic, boring thing.
And I saw my family, and what I hated of it,
And what I mistook from it.
I had a birthday party, the first family event in a while
And as we sat eating lasagne I filofaxed them between
My fork tines.
Grandfather, you Swindon brittle, you are a glass-mullioned horse full of lemonade
And I used to hear the ice clink in your knees when you went upstairs.
Grandmother, not my grandmother, the changeling that boils everything.
Great Grandmother, you are missing, but just so you know, your
Living room scared me. I always imagined you blind.
I wanted to write a poem about heritage,
About my lack of memorial,
My kind's lack of pride
For the shame of being born to the
Same pool that denied women the vote,
The black man his own galoshes
And the world a cloudscape free of cirrhosis.
You are my heritage, my uneven fence pegs
You mis-match, you me.



clarissa mckone
Tue 12th May 2009 02:48
very nice work!