I don’t want to be a bad memory,

so here I am, saying sorry,

for the things I’ve done that could possibly have hurt you;

with everything I say or done,

I hope you forgive me

before the sun sets and 

hope you’ll remember me

as a good memory when the sun rises.

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Plagued by depression
on a blades edge reflecting.
He feel the cold steel caress him
soul peeled from presence now his ghost fill the heavens.
Bereft lady luck so he swigged liquid death,
push needle past flesh to rid evils banish stress.
Demons vanquish men a past hollowed by the pen,
hollow eyed again sparking up the stem
he prophesied at Zen.
Self destructive,
liquor burst the walls o...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #47} {My Safe Haven} 

You are my

safe haven as

you wrap me up

into your heroic

? angel arms to

protect me from

all those

trespasser that

trespasses against

me and this is

actually the only

time I feel at

ease with my

freedom and life

with so much

comfort as I

hate it when I

have to leave

this plac...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #46} {What Friendship Is} 

A friendship is 

not a game to play

And it is not a few words to say to each other

And if it doesn't start until summer, spring,winter and fall and it always last throughout all of the seasonas all year long 

And if it starts today, tommorow and yesterday and everyday after that and may I fall for a special...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #45} {One Last Time} 

One last time is what he said to me...

One last time for you to break my last hopes of us being together again... 

One last time to hear another lie from your lying lips...

One last time to hear you say baby I love you and I need you in my life which was another lie of yours... 

One last time for me to have my w...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #44} {Just The Way You Are} 

His hot steamy

dreamy body,

his cowboy hat,

his sexy smile,

his sexy kissable

lips,

his dark eyes are

lost galaxies,

his walk,

his talk,

his howdy

de do ma'am,

his abs,

his cowboy

boots,

his bandana

around his

smooth neck,

his faithful ?

horse at his side,

his be...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43} {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily} 

My

sleeping

angel

{Lily}

as her

eyes

became

to

heavy

to hold

open

any

longer

because

she

heard

Jesus

calling

her

home so

she

cried

and

gasped

for air

and then

she was

gone and

now my

life

isn't 

never

gonna be

the s...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #42} {Dear Brother} 

Dear Brother,

Yet another

holiday season

is upon us

`n` it still

seems like

the very 

first one

without you

by my side to

open up gift's

`n` then go

outside to

make a snowman

in the white 

wintery snowy 

weather`n` then

come back in

out of the cold

weather to warm

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #41} {His Smile} 

His

smile

was

like 

the

San

Andreas

faultline

rupturing

my ?

heart

like a

bad

deadly

end of

the

world

quake

just with

a little

smile my

way 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #40} {Shh Sleep Tight} 

Shh now don't

make a sound

as the ? night

falls across

this land as

you listen to

the sounds of

the busy night

outside of your

window seal as

you slowly drift

off to sleep now

shh~shh

good~night `n` 

sleep tight `n` 

wake with the

morning light 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #39} {Alone With My Unknowns} 

Face to face 

expansive

uncertainty

in the

shadows if

I hold on

to you 

I might 

not be so 

lost into it 

can't we create

enough light to 

force it to retreat

but you are a 

part of it too 

the steady ocean

in your eyes 

frozen when I 

wasn't looking

`n` I lay her...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #38} {She Love's The Cold} 

I love the cold 

it chills me 

to the bone 

it makes me 

feel whole

in this 

world of 

unknown 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on April 15,2016 but posting here on 12/15/2017 all rights reserved 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #35} {I Will Not Live In Fear} 

Once upon a time

from my past I

once lived in fear

because of a situation

with an exrelationship

gone wrong because

this man became

insanely crazy over

me `n` he took it to

the point of calling

me day `n` night then

stalking me `n` showing

up in the dead of the

night trying to bre...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #34}{You'll Never Understand} 

​​​​​​You'll never

understand me

if you would

already know

my story but

I find myself

having to explain

it to you a billion

times but

apparently you'll

never hear my

silence `n` never

understand my

words if you

cannot find

away to

understand

me 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #33} {Ignoramus You} 

Why are you

such a ignoramus

person in this life? 

Because you seem

to be a smart

person in general 

but now I am

wondering about

that `n` I don't

deal with 

ignoramus people

either you want to

chat or just keep

on ignoring me like

you have been doing

`n` it's strange how

you ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #32} {I Am Holding You} 

Sweetheart I am

caressing you in 

my strong arms 

as I slowly lay 

you on the bed 

then you giggle

then I slowly turn

your cheek my way 

so I can ? kiss 

your lips `n` to 

taste those lips 

tonight are my 

best burning memories

that I will remember a

life time `n` every day 

for th...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #30} {It's Always Been Him} 

It's always been

him that has

loved me 

unconditionally

It's always been him being my biggest supporter 

​​​`N` it's always been him holding me up when I was to weakened to hold my own self up 

​​​`N` it's always been him loving me from first sight 

`N` it's always been him laughing when I laugh ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #29} {Rose's Are Red Poems #5} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

`n` all I have to

say that I regret

ever meeting you

or even talking

to you a major

douchebag `n` 

narcissistic man 

​​? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

Now please do 

remember your 

sex difficulties by 

not being able to

satisfy your ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #27} {Rose's Are Red Poems #3} 

​? Rose's are red, 

Violet's are blue,

As you will one 

day miss me like 

I have you `n` 

then you will realize

that you fucked up 

`n` lost something so 

rare that is so hard 

to find `n` now you 

can ? kiss my 

rebel southern

country derriere 

Rose's are red, 

Viole...

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Ghostly thoughts formed from the heart tricking the mind to act on its request.

With filial piety the mind must acquiesce.

The mind does rule the heart to beat,

By the proclivity for the mind to obsess for the longings of the bard’s vessel’s vein,

Seduced by its mistress, the heart does reign.

Oh, the heart, she is a sly coquet.

Flirt as she will, there cannot be a lawful marriag...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #25 {Rose's Are Red Poems #1} 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are blue,

Now you are nothing

but a lame ass? joker 

that needs to have

his croaker 

removed all together

so there 

won't be no more

forced

innocent victims that

you can

capture `n` then 

killing them 

slowly 

? Rose's are red,

Violet's are ...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #24} {Unsolved Mysteries} 

Ain't it funny

how some people

puts in an effort

in at first then

they don't any

more because they

vanish like

someone that's

missing due to

an unsolved 

mystery` n` that's

all they'll ever

really be 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #20 {Every Evening} 

You don't know

how it is when

you cry yourself

to sleep because

you are

missing

someone so

much

that your ?

heart 

is breaking

on the

​​​​​​inside 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19} {Living Death Traps} 

Well for many year's

now I have a

reoccurring vision, nightmare, illusion

that has me living

out a hellish living

death trap that haunt's

me ? night after

when I am able to

sleep 

but most night's while

I am asleep I start

to have these dreams

or vision's that seems

so l...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #14} {My Story}

The word's of

inspiration,

dream's from

that certain

person has been

beautifully

written on the

walls inked

down `n` linked

straight to my

soul that gives

me that courage

`n` strengths to

fight `n` my

battle because

I'll always

survive if it

takes the last

breaths in me

`n`...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #13} {No Southern Belle's Or Gentleman Far As My Can See} 

If this is the

main street

where southern

belle's `n` 

gentleman are born

at please stand

them up in a

line for the

world to feel

pity for the

red,white,blue

trashy redneck's

`n` hillbillies

which means

you too 

Because I

don't se...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #12} {White Snow Flakes} 

The white

snow flakes

began to fall

down like

the coldest

december

weather

outside

pearched on

my doorstep

`n` through

the darkened

dark of ?

night's of the

meadows that

once was

glistening white

`n` the white

snow flakes

began to mix

into a black

convoy ech...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #11} {Noiseless Silence}

The sound's

of the noiseless

silence that

ringings out

in their head's

like the

amplifiers

sound's off

that she's

dead `n` she

lays there in

the echoes of

hysteria `n` 

the noiseless

noise covered

her lifeless

emotionless

body with the

darkness as

the amplifiers

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #10} {One Wish} 

If I could

have one wish

I would wish

to wake~up

every day to

the sound of

your breath

on my neck `n` 

the warmth of

your lips on my

cheeks `n` the

soft~roughness

of your touch of

your finger's on

my naked skin

`n` the feel of your

beating ? heart

with mine as one

`n` kn...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #9} {My Shawty}

I am gaga for

you shawty 

`n` 

there's no

body like my

shawty 

`n` 

shawty you

make me fall

for you `n` 

can't you see

what you are

doing to me as

I yell it to the

world around us 

`n` 

my shawty

recuse me from

the cold darkened

waters that I

was drowning in 

`n` 

...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #7} {A Story About Me I Will Tell It} 

If there's

a story

about my

life that's

a story

that I

will have

to be the

one to

tell 

because I'm

the only

who knows it

`n` can

tell my

story so

well `n` until

then my

story will

remain untold 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3} {When You Are Not Happy} 

When everyone

around you is

happy but you

try really hard

to be happy but

happiness will

not come or

step back into

your life no

matter how

hard you try

to make it

happen 

`N` some day's

I wish that

I could sleep

an eternal sleep

so no would 

hear a pee...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #2} {Sometimes} 

Sometimes

I feel

lost in

this evil 

corrupted 

world we

have to

call home 

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #1} {What A Southern Queen Feels} 

Sometimes the

southern queen

feels pain, hurt

`n` attachments

to people that

she shouldn't

in the first 

place as she

tries to hide

all the hurt `n` 

pain away from

the surrounding

world around her 

But that's her

biggest mistake

which becomes

her downfa...

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{Flash Backs `N` Nightmares} 

The bad flash backs `n` nightmares haunt's my life `n` mind `n` memory today it washes over my whole body almost crippling it like the first time it occurred it's purely agony on my poor old soul that I wish would disappear from me because it's a wrecking ball to my life today 

`N` I can still see the flash backs `n` nightmares of the bu...

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{Satan's Child} 

He was born into

the world of

darkness with

the markings of

his father's

mark~of~the~beast

in three numbers of

six~six~six hidden

beneath the darken

fleshy flesh on his

corrupted body this

he had to bear

upon this world 

causing chaos and

ruckus throughout

this evil land of

his father's Satan

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{How Blessed I Am To Have You} 

I couldn't

even start to

fathom how

blessed I am

to have you in

this life with

me and in any

other life~time

before and here

after and no

matter where

or when I would

always still 

choose to fall in

love with you

my darling

love 

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{I Do Believe} 

I do believe

that God above 

created you for 

me to pick and

love unconditionally

and he picked you 

out from all of the 

rest because he 

knew that I'd love

you the very best 

I possibly can do 

only for you 

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{Once Was His Queen} 

I was once your queen

You was once my king 

​​​​​​but now I am nothing not even a friend to you 

and now I cannot stand that you are still alive and breathing 

and you have moved on like I never was your queen or even your lover 

and I try to move on but I'm always hoping for us to make our ways back to each other but I know that will never happen ...

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{Drape The Flag Over My Casket} 

As I lost the war that I was facing but please deliver this message to my family and loved one's back in the states 

I am sorry that I couldn't make out of this nightmare but I'll always be flying with you only from heaven above now but I do miss you and love you all and please don't cry because this military woman is finally at peace and they ...

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{We Stand Army Strong} 

We stand under the American flag with us being stronger than before because we are united and Army Strong 

But when thing's gets dicey outside around us we pick ourselves back up two by two while filing out of the doorway two by two with our weapons in our hands with our military brother's and sister's standing strong by our side even while we may be un...

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{Where Does The Time Go To}

As I reflect back on my childhood and then as a teenager and now as a adult and time is fastly slipping away on that slippery slope and there's no way to slow it down 

And soon what has been waiting us will catch up with us in the end 

And death is calling out our names of course 

And I have so much to show for my life but ...

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{You Best Let Me Know} 

You best be letting me know something boy because I am sick and so tired of me waiting for you to show me that you want me and that you do need me and that you actually do love me for real and not your kind of fake love crap and boy you best be getting to showing me someone or someone else will show me that they need me and that they do love me and see it will ...

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{Hey Baby} 

Hey baby

when we

are

together

​​​​​​

And we are

doing 

thing's that 

we love

to do boy

I need you

to know how

each time I

feel like

I am in

"Heaven"

feeling like

I am high

off of our

love 

And I don't

want to let

you go 

And boy I

just need

you to know

boy how much

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{War Paint} 

I may wear

war paint on

my face but I

will not let you

say or consider

me as a ?

clown because of 

my back~ground 

and my native

american culture

because many men

and women has to

put on their war

paint on their faces

before wars and

battles just like

our own military

troops does today

and they are not

to be conside...

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{Time} 

One day at a

time that

will ease my

weary troubled

mind 

And just maybe

it will ease all

my wonders

away one day 

And it's supposed

to get easier but

it will in all due

time but it still

remains the

same that you

are not here

with us 

And all the

crazy facial

expressions

you made

somet...

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{Desirable Lust}

Your sweet lust

holds me so pure

and can tempt

me from what

I do desire which

is you and the

unstoppable aching

from my body

needing the every

day light that I 

am feeling for you

and I am your

sex slave and I

will not never

stop lusting for

you because you

are my rare drug

that I cannot

stop lusting for

and tha...

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{Let These Boot's Do The Walking} 

Little darling you

have walked all

over my ?

heart for it seems

to be like a

million year's or

more now and 

now it's high

time for these

boots to do the

walking all 

over your ?

heart and face

and then before

I am done I

will stomp your

? heart and

face into this

dang southern

ground that I

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{I Will Not Let You Beat Me Down} 

Darling I won't

let you beat me

down and it's

high time that

this cowgirl 

picks herself back

up off of the

ground and get

to moving on

down the long

lonesome road as

I kick the hell

out them blues

you have got me

going through

and now it's time

to forget all 

about you 

little

darling 

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{Keepin` It Country} 

I don't have to have the finer thing's in life just keep it simple like me buy me something in pink or purple camouflage because that will keep my ? heart pumping, thumbing, jumping all day long because I'm keepin` it country because this sweet southern charm is real pure country and I do believe I'll be keepin` it that way and it's simple I was born that way or ...

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