To find my soul
Into the forest I go to loose my mind and find my soul
Because it's for the best to put this wandering to a rest
So for this spirit I'm not sure is my own let us travel into the unknown
Saturday 30th May 2020 8:52 am
Dear best friends
Dear best friends who know me so well
You really have only scratched the surface
If you saw my thoughts you'd want to go to hell
I think so deep I'm lost in my own cave
I thank you for all the friendship you gave
Just know this if I cry in front of you
I have croosed my limits
And with this darkness I'm through
Saturday 30th May 2020 8:47 am
Guardian angel
Everyone alive has a guardian angel who dries there tears
They hold them close even when I seems noone is here
But when I look into the sky I feel so much
When I want some compassion there's noone I can touch
Guardian angels are that warm feeling after crying
The thing that makes you stop and keep trying
But even though I'm alive I don't have this
I think my guardian angel d...
Monday 25th May 2020 8:48 am
Tick...tock
Where are you going!?
Please don't leave me I'm not done here
Tick....tock...
All my memories flowing
There fading with time I fear
Tick.....tock....
Stop going to fast slow down
But if you go any slower I might drown
HEAL ME!!
...tick....tock
I got cut open bleeding to death
You turned it into a scar
Tick ...tock
Crying so much I can't catch my breath
...Tuesday 5th May 2020 9:08 am
Suicide
"you didn't even know him well"
"You don't have the right to cry"
Suicide.
"But he is still a person"
"My emotions are relevant to me"
Suicide.
"He had no reason to be sad"
" Why did he end his life"
Suicide.
"We would not know that"
"I guess for him it ended a long time ago"
Suicide.
"Zoe stop,only his family should be sad"
But they don't know I'm also sad b...
Friday 17th April 2020 8:50 am
Where am I?
Im to strong to die
To weak not to cry
I'm not alone but I feel lonely
So where am I?
It gets so cold in my head
But it so hot outside with all the lies
I try to stay in between
But apparently that makes me crazy
Friday 17th April 2020 8:33 am
Krasivaya
Krasivaya
A strange sound
A string of letters
It doesn't make sense till you meet her
Krasivaya : beautiful but with strength, unique
But not even this is enough to discribe you
Friday 28th February 2020 3:53 am
I don't know why
I feel so sad and I don't know why
Often at night I attempt to cry
Beacuse this feeling inside of me I want it to die
This is all I can do to try
Sunday 9th February 2020 2:11 am
I'm not alone but I'm lonely
Nothing has meaning and my tears are dry
This barren land moves on so slowly
Why are you doing this though I don't mean to pry
your hurting me so much and won't let me cry
It's feels like noone is here I know
But this heart of mine no longer is a home
Sunday 9th February 2020 2:08 am
I think I'm going crazy
I'm falling out my mind
My life here is hazy
Because I feel so stuck in time
Nothing's ever changing
Untill I look behind
Now everything is different
I wish I could rewind
Saturday 1st February 2020 3:33 am
A graveyard of hate
Your words were used as weapons to knock me off my feet
Bruised and battered emotions untill I admit defeat
Narcissistic ego embedded in your viens
A graveyard of emotions
forthcoming to inflict pain
Friday 24th January 2020 4:51 am
Love goes on and on
Once we watched a lazy world go bye
Now the time seems to fly
Seems like only yesterday
we were small at play
Now we're all grown up and free
How fast our moments flee
Time is brief but when it's gone
love goes on and on
Today goes bye so slow
But then it yesterday's home
Our hearts once make believe
Now the imagination greaves
When our times no longer upon
...Friday 24th January 2020 4:44 am
Wish on a star
Look among the gems they sit shining like golden swirls of dreams
A song to belittle them a little star is more than it seems
They disappear in the day as the sun covers there beauty
But fear not sweet stars your moon will rise to unsheath you in hasty
The wishes you rest on May come from far but grand a few for they chose and prayed on only you
Tiny kids look up from window pain ...
Tuesday 3rd December 2019 6:24 am
Why is life better
Life sat next to death whom had no syth in hand
Death sat next to life whom had no light on stand
They both are still children 100000 years old with many stories to be told
Though they are equal in many ways and love each other no matter that haze
Life knew people loved her more and she wonders out loud why can't they see were the same
Death said they think you are all and I am non...
Tuesday 3rd December 2019 6:09 am
Ordinary
If you live life ordinarily you can only be one thing
Ordinary
But if you live life with a little struggle to be great
You will eventually push through and be more than plain you will be
Amazing
Friday 29th November 2019 12:56 am
Where I'm from
I'm from tornado warnings
from bandanas and BBQ
I'm from bb gun hangs and dog winces
I'm from to heavy pigtails and to tight buns
From sweet heart carved rocking chair porches
From " into the shelter" to " out in the snow"
I'm from snoy hills and warm chocolate cookies
From big slobbering dog whom would let me pay in the sun with them
I'm from morning sun whos power terned ...
Sunday 6th October 2019 5:14 am
Where I'm from
I'm from tornado warnings
from bandanas and BBQ
I'm from bb gun hangs and dog winces
I'm from to heavy pigtails and to tight buns
From sweet heart carved rocking chair porches
From " into the shelter" to " out in the snow"
I'm from snoy hills and warm chocolate cookies
From big slobbering dog whom would let me pay in the sun with them
I'm from morning sun whos power terned ...
Sunday 6th October 2019 5:13 am
Mabye I'll be okay
Maybe the world will die
Maybe these two souls won't collide
Maybe the tear won't stain
Maybe no one can see my pain
Maybe I'll make unkind memories today
Maybe just maybe I'll be okay
Thursday 3rd October 2019 11:43 pm
I don't know
I don't know how to not be awkward
I don't know how to format a good poem
I don't know how to apologise
I don't know what to do
But,I do know
That I would never give up on you
That I would never stop needing you
That I will be there for you always
I do know that when you're sun goes down I will find you a flashlight
I do know that when your world crumbles I'll give ...
Monday 23rd September 2019 2:09 am
Wake the dead!
Don't scream so loud,you'll wake the dead
I'd rather that they stayed in bed!
Sunday 25th August 2019 3:45 pm
The move
Driving away from the mistic world I had known,. You moon was a beautiful silvery gold. As the car turned,it looked as it was waltzing in the clouds of mystery to the tune of unknown
Sunday 25th August 2019 9:55 am
Sleep paralysis' defence
We dream away the clock unheard
But unreasting souls think its absurd
Climbing up you every movment paralyzing
Your dreams there criticising
Now on your chest
Your no longer in rest
They crush your hope and replace it with fear
And draw away my beautiful light that was here
Wednesday 21st August 2019 10:16 am
Shots fired
The stars falling from the sky
A tear ahead for a lie
Flowers die
But winter has yet to come
And there's always something on the run
No more joy in the job
When you see the destruction it has caused
Your bullet bells ring out
All with a target but
No reason to harm it
A gun in your hand
A bullet in a man
You want to move on to something higher
But it doe...
Wednesday 21st August 2019 9:57 am
Shots fired
The stars falling from the sky
A tear ahead for a lie
Flowers die
But winter has yet to come
And there's always something on the run
No more joy in the job
When you see the destruction it has caused
Your bullet bells ring out
All with a target but
No reason to harm it
A gun in your hand
A bullet in a man
You want to move on to something higher
But it doe...
Wednesday 21st August 2019 9:56 am
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