Why do i miss you so much

Why do I feel d extreme temptation to throw caution to the wind

Why am I so afraid of continuing to live life as I have and getting lost in regret

Why

They say life is short but I feel life can be very long when ur stuck in regret

When ur looking for an escape but your own cowardliness prevents you from living

Prevents you from breathing

~N
9/24/15