Biography
I am a 36 year old woman with bipolar and addiction problems. Poetry is being used as an outlet for my feelings.
Samples
I'm angry I'm feeling self hatred I'm struggling with the urge to self harm I'm pissed off with me why am I so dumb I'm sick of all the parents I don't want to watch your videos I don't want to watch them grow All stems from my own jealousy I watch your videos and it stings like shit You self absorbed dicks don't even know Aagh I want to bang my head I want to bite You have no fucking idea of how hard I fight I hate my personality I hate my body too I hate the shitty fucked up stuff my mental Health makes me do Nobody loves me They love someone else The impression of a human being I do To cover up my shitty self I hate me I hate me How can I just stop this feeling? Why do o get like this there seems no rhyme or reason One things for sure this shit pervades every season Looking through my rants I see, I'm in pain, confused and mainly angry The majority of that anger is directed straight at me.
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Blog entries by Arya Lane
(untitled) (03/05/2017)
Regret (03/05/2017)
Blog link: https://www.writeoutloud.net/blogs/aryalane
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Travis Brow
Thu 4th May 2017 06:23
Hello Arya, I can't say i understand your anguish, although naturally i sympathise. What i can say with more certainty is that writing, whilst no cure for misery and addiction, does help in a small but crucial way to get what's in your head out and somewhere safer. Keep at it. Good luck.
Travis