Autum

Biography

I am a 23 year old mother of a 4 year beautiful girl. I have gone thru so much in my life and i Have over 400 poems in notebooks in boxes. I need a blog to express my self to let out the demons before they get locked in. There is both love and pain in my writings. I am here to show others your not alone!

Samples

As im sitting here trying to fall asleep I cant help but to constantly think Of you and all your lies How you confide and cheat How could I of been so dumb to love someone like you Not a man Not a human Not a safe haven Who are you ? How could you let me give you all that I ever had? While you left me wanting more like the end of a chip bag! How dare you try to tell me that youll always be here Cuz winter came around and you hid like a bear I put all of my trust into you I let you hold my daughter she was only two But all this pain you’ve caused to me Im about to slaughter you I let you into me Indulged with me Kissed me slowly till I couldn’t breathe I gave you a place to sleep When nights turned into mornings you were the one holding me But I found it kinda funny I found it kinda strange That for how ever long I knew you Your momma only knew my name And things started getting trippy when pictures dont remain None of us together It was hard to stay insane You started selling me dreams Like well get that house one day But grandpa always told me The devil is a liar anyways What im really trying to say is you broke me down that day When I let you in completely But you said friends is where we should stay I finally had found the one But you had other plans And two emotional weeks later I saw your girlfriend all over Instagram Pictures all over ones I couldn’t take I love you I love you too Daggers at my plate My heart split in several places Was it me or was the ground shaking Things I couldn’t take But a year later My mind has been awake You weren’t a man Not for me You were like a dying disease That I have finally let go of Im free Ill always be confused hurt a little Maybe bruised But caterpillars turn into butterflies No more hiding No more disguse Yes you hurt me But I hurt me more For opening and opening my hidden locked door Its so hard to move on when that person was your thoughtful song. But pain is beauty All along How can I forget you Is that something I should do ? Or keep a little memory keepsake Of the flower that never bloomed?

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Blog entries by Autum

Should i (27/06/2015)

NO WAY (27/06/2015)

Im sorry (27/06/2015)

DONT GIVE UP (08/05/2015)

10 Down to 1 (08/05/2015)

This Place That We Call Earth (08/05/2015)

What is an alcoholic? (07/05/2015)

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