Bhupindra Singh

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Unconditional Yet Confused Love I loved you with all my heart, But you fucked me over and over. I cared about you, I kept you in my mind like a soul in a body, But did not know that body was a prison. I would do anything for you But you would not even think of me. I tried to make it all stop But you were just way too contagious. I woke up in the middle of night just to look at you But little I knew I fell in love with you. The way you dressed, The way you carried yourself, I belonged to you and you belonged to me. For me it was love at first sight But you were blind. I did all I could do to save myself But little I knew it was not poison but disease that I did not even notice. I never felt like this with anyone Because I never felt you before. I did things with you Because It felt right, And ended up finding my Mr. right. I tried to forget you, But the dose of love was too strong that I was addicted to you. I loved you like nothing else existed beside you, But to you I was just a can of soda, Trash after empty unless you recycled. Thought of myself that I was nothing, But I focused on myself and found out I was universe that yet needs to be figured. I can’t just stop loving you just because you can’t reciprocate, You fool I fell in love with you not because I expect you to love me but because I loved your company, I loved your mentality, I loved everything about you, So why won’t I spend the rest of my life with you. I saw the worthiness of you in my eyes, Little I knew you were wearing contact lenses. I confessed my love for you in the night of horror, Told you things when I was not conscious, You were in my mind even when everything was not clear, But my love was strong that it did not even matter. But I suppose you thought my love was fake to be even cared about, You did not know that I could care less about that. I did some things not to show you But to show myself that you were not worth it. I was wrong baby, I think I’m too afraid to forget you, I won’t find someone like you ever Because there is no one like you! I know you fell in love many times, Had your heart broken many times, and went through many harsher times. But baby I fell in love for the first time in my life, Could not tell if the love was my punishment or nirvana. Every time I meet you, I feel relaxed yet I am terrified. I don’t know why! Maybe I am too afraid to lose you. You don’t even know how I feel, Yet I still care about you. We met so many times, Know how we taste, Yet we are still nothing but strangers.

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Blog entries by Bhupindra Singh

Unconditional Yet Confused Love (20/02/2017)

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