Biography

I am an Survivor of Life . I try to allow people to truly feel what it like to live with the Mental Challenges I face on a daily battle . I have been diagnosed with Bi polar manic depressive Ptsd anxiety Borderline personality disorder and I am a recovering drug addict. I would like to take you on a journey through my eyes.

Samples

Turn out the lights Turn out the lights I want to dance in the darkness of my sins I want to let down my hair feel it's length run wild down my spine I want to feel my arms reaching out into the cold nothingness I want to feel the touch of the shadows as they burn my flesh Turn out the lights I want todance in the darkness of my sins I want to hear the silence of my solitude hear it screaming at me from the pinpoint horizon I want to feel the void at the very center of my being Shaped like the soul I sold to a devil disguised as an angel Disguised as a man disguised as the devil I cant tell anymore even in this darkness It hurts to keep my eyes open Turn out the lights I want to dance in the darkness of my sins For even in this darkness I can not see the outline of my nakedness Shining like a beacon out to sea This is not the beacon calling to lost ships Like a mother calls to her children This is the beacon that blinds my eyes and reminds me Of all my imperfections and dis satisfactions So turn out the lights I want to dance in the darkness of my sins Cut out its source and let me fade into the darkness of my sin Please just turn out the lights

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Blog entries by Kimmy Butler

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