Biography
Just using my words to work through my struggles
Days like this
It's days like this I just wish I could sleep forever A never-ending darkness Quite Painless Effortless Just laying there Floating Non existing Just gone That sounds like peace right now That sounds like heaven to me Not the fairy tale they paint you Just silence Darkness and quite Complete bliss Relaxation at its finest
Day- I'm f**king done
I can't stop feeling like this everyday. I wake up and it's the same. Even when I'm doing the thing's that make me happy. Temporarily if you can even call it that. I'll be sat there painting or watching TV and my body just let's out a big sigh. It's compulsive now. Something my body just has to do. To let it out, I guess you could say it's the dissapointment. The dissapointment that it's all real. That I am alive. An in those couple of seconds I'm lucid. My body and my brain are one and I know it's not over. I know there's more pain to come. There's always so much more to come. Things i couldn't even imagine. But no, My famous line is.. "I'm the worst I've ever been" It seems so fore-saking now. It feels like i was asking for the universe to prove me wrong. To do me wrong again and again.
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