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sierra ward

Updated: Thu, 3 May 2018 07:58 pm

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I am a singer by talent, a law student by trade, and a poet via pain.

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SITUATIONS: Head to the chuck to meet his momma and see whats up. Had baby girl with us, that ride was rough. I said bae has baby ever been here before. He said "Naw waited till God gave me you my wife, now were coming as a family for sure." Im over here blushing cause hes the answer to my prayers and I was free from burdens because I cast all my cares. We pull up to the house nervous cause i want ma to love me. I said i know you happy to have your grandbaby here for the first time , she said," shes been here before," I SAID "NO WAY, CANT BE. " So bae came in and im like why would you lie? is your name really bae? and i all i could do was cry. All I wanted were for my dreams to come true but you were a con- artist you made me believe red was really blue TRUTH When you cause me confusion I give you hell! Its not all his fault but that is HISstory to tell. What you sow you will reap, i was just burnt out and tired of the lies being on repeat. After beggin you to see the light you promised you would do right. Said you were seeking God for insight. Since I believed the same God you did, i knew he would correct you, make you new like one of his kids. But you seemed to never bounce back, you kept malice in your heart could'nt trust you, you were like a cat. Ill give it to you ill make hits because of you. God gave me warnings, but i thought i could see you through! THOUGHTS: I remember thinking that if being with someone"felt" good to me and they shared the same love I had for God , then surely it was meant to be. I never asked for discernment to decipher if it was a blessing or a trick from the enemy ...... 29: 29 sucked life out of me. I believed lies and the truth I just couldn't see. 29 took everything I had , car totalled, lost apartment , and my man decided to worked for a taxi cab. I learned love is patient , kind, and LONG SUFFEREING , its so much more to marriage than the RING. I had to live with friends depend on my people for a means to an end. Not knowing if my car would be repoed but God's grace always showed. Now I say all that to say this. GOD has a way of blessing you in the midst. Kewanee Wilson Alexander and her husband took me in nursed me back to heath cause my pain was so heavy it felt like death.Tenisha Jackson is the Queen that I aspire to be, degreed up, boss in her career ,not to busy cause I know she's always near. She has given me the shirt of her back she's why my car note got back on track. I love you past my soul and just know in this life I thank you for your role Naija Nai Nai prayed me through showing me the best of what God wants for you happening for you , it's as if she truly knew. I had my momma who called me every hour , waking me out of depression making sure I showered. My sister Tanya Lanita Brown gave me that tough love , demanding I walk in to my destiny and remain as meak as a dove. Deidrahappyheart Bess and her mom Zondra Bess have been jewels to me when I need a break from my reality they knocked me off my feet. I remember I didn't have a dime to give in the collection plate and momma zondra stepped in and gave me some money and you'll forever be a soul mate!! Albert Albritton sent money to me begging to bless me and reassured me this is just temporary si! Then I got a message from Tracie saying she always looked up to me and she needed someone to help her see So I shared this testimony so she how dark life can be. I said Tracie Spencer that experience was worth it for me cause three months later I'm a law student working for a law firm moving into a three bedroom house , walking into my destiny. God will cause a shift in your life they may seam devastating and filled with strife but if you look back on the Potter remember you are the clay and appreciate the process he's designing you to be Great. Without that pain I couldn't appreciate agape love and for those I didn't mention you know I love you and I thank God from above!! The last day of 29

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