LSD
throughout the entire plethora of illicit drugs waiting to be addressed, the most poetic would have to be LSD
as your humble writer I cannot confirm or deny any personal experiences
but writing is a wonderful art, isn’t it
the story of acid begins this way
you look at the world through a distorted magnifying glass
some problems become huge, some become immensely small
you’re taking a gamble every time on which ordinary thought will become your whole universe for 8 grueling hours
hyperfocus gradually fades to omnipotence, if you are lucky
you might have a sensation of understanding everything
or understanding nothing
probably a bit of both
it’s beautiful and terrifying
and your first sober thought will be “that was weird”
and you’ll go on your way
you’ll wonder how the hippies could possibly live weeks at a time under the influence of such an exhausting substance
and grow a new appreciation for their resilience
and then in a couple days you’ll start to wonder what you missed
and enter the realm again
with a false impression that you know exactly what to expect
it is at this point in everyone’s acid story where the first bad trip occurs
you develop a misguided sense of confidence
and things can turn quickly
the drug is like a shady new lover, shifty and mysterious
never assume you know them completely and let your guard down
those who survive the disenchantment of a horrible trip will return stronger, more curious
they will use it to better themselves and the world around them
dependence begins here as each experience offers a glorious escape from reality
they feel like a story, all deeply connected to the previous
invest yourself too far in the other realm and you may never escape
craving something new and fresh that only takes you farther from sanity every time
and you end up like the writer
having realized that the knowledge and the poetry and the excitement have a limit
it takes you away from those you love, far far away
like a sad, distant song the person you were before this journey can hardly be remembered
but with time you adapt to a life without those poisonous stamps
and remember it fondly
too fondly at times
but the story is over now
and you are thankful the hardest years of your life were absorbed into a hardly memorable psychedelic tornado
you are ready to be human once more
and move on