I wish I was the person you love the most, I was just a bitterblossom that was growing under the concrete that you never checked to see if I was alive, if you mentally recorded my emotions on your heart, then maybe you would understand that I was lonely slowly falling into the deep void of depression, I spent so much time worrying about how you are feeling and how you were, you were my oxygen my whole reason of living, I seen value in your words but that's something that you couldn't deal with, so you left me to thrive on my own, so will I just be the one that got away, the one that would have died by your side with a smile on his mind, you still never gave me at the answer why I wasn't good enough for you, all I wanted was the selection of your love cuddled against my chest, don't think I'll find love in another human beings arms, I'm content of dying alone, don't get me wrong because the content of being needed is always there but I know that I cannot be needed by your love, I told you goodbye it was because I wanted you to forget about me I can't be selfish and try to give you the false illusions that you actually care, how could I ever think that you could love me a broken damn boy that could never be, so I won't break my promise but I won't stay here and wait for you, if you actually start thinking that you deserve better will I'll be always here Goodbye