This is the life i have chosen

This is how i wanted it to be

Away from the chaos

Away from those wannabes 

 

Where my life is moving

Where i am going to

Nothing is yet certain 

But certainty isn't true

 

If i would have done this

What if that was actually done

All such thoughts are useless

What is happening was only destined for

 

Was my imagination running wild and free

Or was my faith strong in God almighty

Now what has happened to us all

Nothing to see, nothing to actually be 

 

Times are tough, life is getting rough

With God by my side, i haven't any reason to distrust 

I should carry on moving holding the banners high

For life's victory ain't easy, so fight boldy to survive

 

Who thought i would be alone here to live by myself

I had plans working which were better than this

Where those blueprints got lost and what happened then

Why things aren't just happening any sooner than went