It's 5pm I am drunk and alone again

I just wanna get lost every now and then

 

I never get sleep anymore

This bed feels like a concrete floor

 

I don't have control anymore it seems

Why can't wake from those dreams

 

All alone in this full house

Treated like a ugly dead mouse

 

Why does it seem like everything's against me

Evil thoughts take hold inside like roots of a tree

 

I deserve everything I do in my head

Cause inside I feel already dead

 

Everything is only my fault

Catching feeling I should not

 

I know I am crazy it seems

God please wake me from this dream