Back down the rabbit hole

Stumbling tripping I go

 

You wear my sexy clothes

I wanted to look sexy in though

 

I get drunk to numb the pain

Cause I know there's nothing I can change

 

You bite me just to shut me up

Dispute the fact you know how fucked up

 

Drink this beer down the hatch

Cause my feeling you never catch

 

Lost in this hell of a world I built

Trapped inside endless guilt

 

You betray my every thought

Beg me to do things I should not

 

Dreams not quite how I plan

Wanting you just be a man

 

It's just smoke and mirrors

No one gives a shit how I feels

 

I want you to want me for me

No the woman you dream to be

 

I want to feel love and care

Not just the shit you pretend is there

 

Hold me more it's all I ask

But I find comfort in the bottom of a flask

 

You never told me near

You don't want me it's so very clear

 

You want the woman you wish to be

Not the woman who is me

 

I just want cuddles and love

You just want to wear my skin like a glove

 

I don't know how much more I can take

Before I regret fuck up and make a mistake

 

I don't ask for much you see

Just love comfort hold me

 

No wonder I look else where

Cause in a king size bed your not there

 

No one cares about my feelings in this

They just think i am a big fat bitch

 

Want for what we can have

I will never truly be glad

 

You might sit less then a foot away

But you feel like a million miles away

 

I can only ask so much

Before I give up say what the fuck

 

Bills might get paid but at what price

I can't live like this the rest of my life

 

Reach put love me like you should

Before I do something I never would