When i'm hurt i plead with myself to run from the pain, but how many times can you run without falling ,how many times can you dream with out waking up to reality, death's a lie to depression that my brain often turn to. LIFE's a lesson one of the reasons i listen.

I walk to the shadows , slowly forgetting what the light actually feels like. I creep to the shore to take my final breath,to hug the ocean with no emotion,to run my hands through the sand, numbering my days without being afraid . LIFE's a lesson one of the reasons i listen.

What if the other side does not hold what it should , what if i took the wrong path and forget my way back HOME, what if death does not cure depression and i'm all alone and forgotten. Can i love the dark side and still be alright?. LIFE's a lesson one of the reasons i listen.

I carry a monster inside me to quench my curiosity. I spend every moment to die within silence, there's no feelings to carry for i want to be free, hold no sympathy for me , it's a diease like fallen leaves. I know i may sound weak, but it's what my soul seek. LIFE's a lesson one of the reasons i listen.