I made a big mistake

Giving you the chace

 

Your just another notch of regret

Go ahead light up another cigarette

 

You play my heart like a video game

I swear boy I aint some dame

 

I ain't  stupid

Got hit with the wrong Cupid

 

You pointed your arrow staight at me

Until so other bitch filled your fantasy

 

You straight up fucking lied

You shouldn't have even tried

 

You love now that I am alone

You can't even buy your own home

 

I ain't no sugar mama

You want cash and the drama

 

Go ahead sing about your faces

Lord knows you ain't going places

 

Look all around you it's sad

I could been the best you had

 

I told the truth when I said okay

I am sick of this game you play

 

I was a fool looking for love in the wrong place

I was pathetic giving you a chase

 

How can i be friends with someone I love

I just wanted to put you above

 

I am a stupid girl

One you wouldnt even give a whirl

 

You ran so far away

I can't even beg you to stay

 

Your right I got obsessed

I felt bad you were depressed

 

You dug your way into my heart

Just turn around and rip it apart

 

I can't hide this secret love for you

I don't even know how to

 

Your nothing but a jerk

I was a fool knew it wouldnt work

 

You get pissed off and run away

Then get upset when I do the same

 

Your a double side sword

I am only good enough when you get bored

 

When I needed you you werent around

But when you needed me i was found

 

You can't see anything but yourself

Fuck my heart the feelings felt

 

I don't even know when I seen in you

You just wanted to fuck me it's true

 

You got what you wanted and left me alone

Now I am stuck broken inside this home

 

You lied when you said you loved me

Cause Lord knows you don't want something fat and ugly

 

I can't ever say this to you

Cause you throw a fit it's true

 

You change the subject about stupid as d games

You never let me express my feelings

 

I have to walk apone egg shells

I was so stupid misreading the bells

 

I need space time away

Go find a new heart of which to play

 

Smell the smell that makes you cry

Cause your just a selfish guy

 

What does that even mean

Just look at the words inbetween

 

Come on man

You play pretend

 

You scream and shout

While I am quiet as a mouse

 

I know what chill mean

Your texts calling some bitch it seems

 

You did the same thing to me

Until someone else better you could see

 

I was a rebound bitch to you

Someone you could just talk too

 

You made me fall in love

This is exactly I way I ran from above

 

It's your way or nothing at all

Why did I have to fucking fall

 

You dont even care to read my work

You never loved me your suck a jerk

 

You say I ghosted you 

Just look at what you do 

 

Look in the mirror 

It's all so very clear