I hate the way I look 

I can't stand it 

I want to change my appearance

its just so difficult because everyone around me tells me that I'm fine just the way I am

but I dont think they are being honest

I hate mirrors 

they are just a constant reminder of how much I hate myself and my appearance 

"ugly"

a word I have been called multiple times by my so-called friends

getting called that just makes me hate myself even more