awake at 4am
here we go again
saying things that we dont mean.

can we just pretend
those things were never said
and blame it on dreamless sleep?

we're so messed up
we're flesh and blood
our eyes rubbed red
from the tears we shed

remember back when
we were just kids?
right before we shared that kiss?

did you know that
ever since that day
I've never felt the same?

i spend my whole life
tryna get myself back there
tryna feel something again
instead of feeling numb again

we're so messed up.
we're flesh and blood.
our eyes rubbed red
from the tears we shed.