The Way She Used To Be
You think you know her but you don't
You see just what she wants you to see
I'm the only one who got through to her
Who knows quite how she used to be
The way she used to be was so beautiful
Kind and caring and wide open to ideas
Not the cracked empty vessel she became
A sad broken woman in thrall to her fears
We met in New York when life was young
It was at a druggy Velvet Underground gig
Neither of us knew what we were saying
I remember us joking about her silver wig
The way she used to be was so beautiful
KInd and caring and wide open to ideas
Not the cracked empty vessel she became
A sad broken woman in thrall to her fears
We took an apartment in Greenwich Village
Working in Tin Pan Alley she met the stars
Her head got turned by a rising folk artist
He plied her with promises drugs and cars
The way she used to be was so beautiful
KInd and caring and wide open to ideas
Not the cracked empty vessel she became
A sad broken woman in thrall to her fears
The child wasn't mine but still I loved him
I tried to wean her off coke, keep her calm
She'd go back to the singer for weeks on end
Then I noticed fresh needles marks in her arm
THe way she used to be was so beautiful
Kind and caring and wide open to ideas
Not the cracked empty vessel she became
A sad broken woman in thrall to her fears
Since we split I could only watch her slide
These days she turns tricks and peddles dope
You curse her because she ripped you off
What's left is the kid, only he gives me hope
The way she used to be was so beautiful
Kind and caring and wide open to ideas
Not the cracked empty vessel she became
A sad broken woman in thrall to her fears
Kevin T.S. Tan
Sat 25th Jul 2020 20:21
it's beautiful. If I may be so bold: is it memory or fantasy?