these days it's really hard to get the words I need to say out
I let you use me
Have your way
You still didn't stay
The memories make me want to die
Why won't you stay
I told you no
But you still had your way
I just don't want to be alone
If you would stay
I don't want to be alone
Goddammit I'm a product of abuse
It doesn't feel good
Set my world on fire
I'm not obsessed with you
I'm obsessed with not dying alone
I'll let you use me
Please don't go
I'll let you use me
Please don't go
I'll let you use me
Please don't go
I'll let you use me
Please don't go
I'll let you use me
Please don't go
I don't want to be alone with my monsters
They're screaming kill yourself
No one will ever love you
Please don't go
Can you tell me what I need to fix
I just want to matter to someone
Burn me alone
I don't know where to go
Please don't go
I'll let you use me
Please don't go
I'll let you use me
Please don't go
I don't know how to love
But I can fake it my best
Please don't go
I know I'm numb to affection
I don't want to be alone
Damon Blackery
Sun 2nd Aug 2020 16:50
Nop I don't feel any better.