numb
we all have our demons, but i need to tell you about mine
im hoping this will help because im on the decline
please help me, im running out of time
maybe its just meant to be, for me to feel like i cant breathe
im numbing everything because isnt this all a dream
please wake me, these demons have me by the teeth
i cant lie a part of me likes this strain
of not being in control, but im the one to blame
please save me, i keep finding pleasure in the pain
these drugs are starting to take a toll
i feel their pain and how theyre taking control
please forget me and save your soul
**Been almost a year since I wrote this and I am in a much better mental state. I have never shared this poem so thank you for taking the time to read it!