Vacant
As surely as I stand before you
I am also quite vacant.
I feel so empty inside,
like a man whose entrails
have spilled to the floor.
Where there was a once beating heart
there is now only a hole.
Where once there were lungs
to breathe the air of freedom,
now there are only cavities.
Breath is stolen away.
Life has long since ebbed from me.
My body is hung on display,
cast over the wall as a sign and a wonder.
Where my eyes once were,
there are now only abandoned sockets.
The crows have eaten their fill.
My blasphemous tongue droops
from an opened mouth,
swollen and decaying,
pecked at and hanging.
My feet dangle below
covered in blood,
now dried and caked.
My arms are stretched out
in blatant mockery.
I am a spectacle
for those passers-by,
a warning to those
whose hearts are wanting and wayward.
This is the reward
of the wicked and the wretched.
This is the portion of the damned.
There is no redemption here.
All hope is lost.
There is no salvation.
There is only death and decay.
The noose around my neck
suspends my lifeless body.
My flesh will be food for the dogs,
my bones left to be bleached by the sun.
They will have no grave
and no place of burial.
There will be no remembrance
of the man that I was.
There will be only dust,
and that carried away by the winds.
Shehariah
Tue 11th Aug 2020 13:34
Shifa, thank you. A hundred times thank you. Your words are always so kind and encouraging.