I've been trying to get my head up like a buoy
It's no use I'm drowning already
I'm lost at sea 
Throwing up from the vertical

I didn't lie when I told you 
I loved you but you surely did
You broke all of your promises 
Didn't even flinch from it

It would have been easier if you killed me
Because I loved you 
I tried to be everything for you
Like always I'm never good enough

Sew my eyes shut
I hope you think about me every day 
After I'm gone and now you did this 
I only wanted you 

I didn't lie when I told you 
I loved you but you surely did
You broke all of your promises 
Didn't even flinch from it

I hate you for always making me feels
Died inside all I wanted was you 
I hope it's fine now 
That you killed a man