What if I let down my guard. Could I trust you not to hurt me. If I was in a weakened state could I count on you to keep me safe would you defend me or hesitate. Do you really want to see more emotion from me. It’s a simple request one might think. Display how you feel express if you’re happy or sad. It would expose myself to being vulnerable. I can see how puzzling it can be at times wondering if I am happy or upset. This is on purpose I don’t want you to know how I am feeling about any given situation. I want to read and gauge your actions free of my reactions. Only then will you show me your real intentions. I have tried my best to keep my emotions in check to stop myself from getting hurt. If I unleashed my emotions you would probably runaway. I can’t imagine you actually want the same thing as me. The road of life is long indeed. We should remember to laugh with friends while we can.