I admitted that my wrongs
I let them beat me to the ground
You can't see the end without drowning 
The misery is all you're ever know
How is misery treating you it's treating me well

It's show and tell dear 
I'll let you go first  
My turn is going to take all-day
The abuse, the lying all of it 
Built a wall to not trust anyone

I apologize about a thousand times
When you just got pissed
For honesty, you asked for
You never took responsibility for your actions

I told you from the beginning I didn't want to be friends
So how is it my fault the way we ended up
I never hide my feelings from you 
I was an open book to you
I'm sorry I don't sugar coat anything
I should have realized that you are a Lily 
I was a great forest fire