Agoraphobia
Friend,
Look at you
Hiding in the safety of your home.
Guarding all the charm you hold from curious eyes
Locked away inside four hollow walls.
The fear eats at you
Tearing away all that you are
Flesh by flesh
It devours you until it becomes you.
It's been years since I've had the pleasure of laughing beside you.
My soul misses yours.
This isn't protecting yourself
This is Insanity.
Can't you see that her fate is not your fate
What she was is not what you are.
You have the tools to break through the bondage holding you back.
In this struggle you are not alone.
Avert your eyes from the evil that lurks in the corners of your mind.
My arms are open in advance
Now learn again
Let yourself thrive outside of gripping panic.
You deserve so much to live
Take a step beyond your front door
Have this moment to yourself
Just breathe.
----Written For D.V.
John Marks
Sun 27th Sep 2020 11:22
It is a form of bondage - we must break our own bounds.
“The optimist builds himself safe inside a cell
and paints the inside walls sky-blue
and blocks up the door
and says he's in heaven.”
― D.H. Lawrence