Mild depression
I have black sand at the bottom of my soul.
It is not always still. It whirls around sometimes,
Sometimes it creases and makes shapes
(If they mean something, I don’t know)
But then it settles down again.
Dark, harmless, smooth. Each grain tiny.
So what’s the weight?
Other people have rocks at their bottom,
I only have sand; I cannot complain.
Black sand and rather still, mostly.
Sometimes it flies about and blinds me,
Sometimes it lifts and makes me cough,
But then it settles down again.
What if a great wind, one day
Arose and blew it off, forever off me,
Who would I be then?
But then it settles down again.
Celia
Tue 20th Oct 2020 10:50
That's a kind thought, John.