i don’t know i don’t know 

honestly i don’t know why i’m fucking bored 

stuck indoors 

waiting for life to run its course 

collecting dust n getting rusty 

is another 4 

years of atrophy and apathy ahead of me 

its actually unsettling  

acid embedded in me a better me 

until i fucked up the remedy and the melody turned eerie

she thinks i’m perfect it’s her theory 

i just need the gears turning 

my ears burning 

they gossiping 

lost the pen for a minute 

should’ve locked him in a hospital

with a lock that’d prove an impossible obstacle for a locksmith 

super high i hotboxed the cock pit  

to my surprise my demise came early 

nobody widened their eyes when i climbed into a cave and basically died 

no hibernation he hated himself with ever fiber 

that’s hard to swallow 

pills were smaller 

i need to build tomorrow 

but i’m filled with sorrow 

so i will tomorrow