Confessions
Lying on the bed of thorns, Broken heart, shattered will, yet unbent was his soul
He lost what he hasn't got, Without the light this battle was fought
Winds were heavy and nights dark,
Days were doomed and clouds stark
Skulking about that grim darkness,
Sun was smiling down in dullness
Whats the point of warmth now,
No need of your any part now
Tell me O ye petty soul,
Could you face me if I appeared whole
Appeared whole? Only if there was a ray,
I never would have lost the way
The truth is that you were never there
Whats a ray, i would have sent a flare
Dont you remember that distant cry?
The anger of seas and the darkness in sky?
I was there, looking around to chat,
You looked distant, and then you spat
Yea it was kinda lame,
Expecting a sun to be exclusive game
They were all trophies, you were the game,
Only if i had known how to act and plan.
Forigve my anger i am to blame,
I should have looked for a better flame
You dare to point fingers at the dawn,
From where i see you were already gone
In your absence i met the moon,
More in line with my darker tune
Go shine somewhere else now,
For you have a duty to a different vow.
Dont you be sad for you are the sun,
Your light will always be fun
You have planets surrounding you,
You are their light and they want you.
I will heal and shine again,
This time with a brighter brain
I am still a sun, i wont surrender
Yet i feel sad and my heart is tender
New beginnings bring promise much,
Stay steadfast and feel the touch
Moon is enough to enlighten my soul
Its better to focus on your goal.