How I feel I can't find the words or ryhmes. Wouldn't be enough paper, wouldn't be enough lines. It started by means of nature and magical fate, a perfect time, an unforgettable date. You've taken my heart, my mind and my soul. Everything I knew and believed  I've parted and let go .

 I want it all, I want us to grow, I need to trust, I need to know. Your eyes take me to a content home of dreams, desperation of achievement nibbles at the seams. I want you and us so so bad, feeling an uncomfortable shade of the 

feeling of  sad. I want it to be worth it and I want you to commit, I can't drown in your love if your able to quit. I crave your presence everywhere i travel, I aim to encourage your emotions to unravel. Express the feelings that want to shine, allow this connection to sensually combine. For you are all mine, you belong with my being, the future we dream is all I'm seeing. Don't hurt me I plead, waste love set to succeed, I confess I now have a much greater need, an addiction you fulfill and continue to feed. I don't want nothing I want it all. I didn't intentionally aim to fall. Is mastered by shield, my untouchable wall. You flew in my life and claimed my attention, emotions collecting and building tension. Conversations we have fill up my archive. I relive the moments as if they're live. Wanting to make a move and show you I'm serious. Craving excitement a

 

nd the side that's quoted mysterious. The thill of the chase, an anonymous race, a compatable pace to reach first base. A broken heart I couldn't face, unwanted thoughts that would invade my only space, take over my entire being, and drain my soul take me beyond the darkest low, straying more to the demanding flow destroying the chance for this to flourish and grow. On and on I continue to go hoping you'll read this and imagine the show. I'm not perfect and that's a fact not normal and that's that. I'm focused and set on dreams you've inspired, my need has grown of what's desired. Obsession with my crazy is now retired, all negativity I've officially finally fired. 

 

I have so much to say with how I feel, I hate the fact I'm maybe too real. I'm an open book; there for anyone to look. Liberties destined to be forwardly took. A strong mind and good heart an asset possessed, a weakness impossible to not be expressed. Each mistake can only make me stronger, achievement only makes me fonder, this dreams I have remain to ponder, distance naturally becomes gradually longer.

 

I've come so far in such little time. I feel I've grown and left the old me behind. New memories made start to slowly bind with each part of me I'm starting to find. Emotions I'm now in control, feelings can come, feelings can go. They won't make me go back to the dreaded low. 

 

Give me the time and give me your trust, faith in my intentions is an essential must.