Killing me slowly

 

I just wanna slice flesh so fucking deep

That the blood starts flowing just seeps

 

 

You hateful words cut through my soul like knife

I just wanna rip apart my life

 

End the endless pain

Stop tears flowing down like rain

 

Curl up so warm in my bed

Pray to god for sleep to end up dead

 

All I ask is to be loved

Not someone who puts them selves above

 

You and talk your shit

Just like a child throw a baby fit

 

You make is seem like its to much to ask

You know I speak all facts

 

.I just meant to be loved

Held kisses and hugged

 

My pillow has no heart beat

It can't provide new warmth and body heat

 

You think you deserve everything

I should get nothing

 

You act as if I want the world

And to the side I get tossed and hurled

 

You can't wait for Sundays to play DND

Act like it to much to spend time with me

 

You talk shit to you boys at work

The single one because their a jerk

 

They tell you to put me in my place

They don't see how you went missing without a trace

 

I just want to be treated fair

Like you actrally fucking care

 

You used to make laugh until I cry

Now you make cry until I want to die

 

The sweet you died with him

Now your a bitch playing pretend

 

You think I dont deserve anything

You hateful action can't be justifing

 

Dear Claire why did you kill chris

Now I am stuck with a selfish bitch

 

You don't care about how I feel

You just expect me to accept the new real

 

I want to be treated like a lady

Not so rag doll or filthy teddy

 

You pick me up when you want some thing

Toss me away like something unseen

 

Where did your sweetness go

Was it part of a narsistic show

 

Now I just want to cry

End it soon must fucking die

 

My forehead kiss

Was replace with grabbing twist

 

I loved the mask you hide behind

But hate who you are inside

 

Please Wake up inside

Save me from the nothing you became behind your eyes