Closure
You my moon light,
Lit my world ablaze.
Spoke truth into my soul.
Pushed me to realise my dreams.
To conquer, my lifes goals.
You my sweet,
The reason to my days.
The purpose to my smiles,
The shelter from hailing rain.
My human form, of many desires.
Where are you now?
You my medusa,
Froze me stone cold.
Unable to move,
Until I had to let you go.
Closure, I never had.
Closure, I tried to seek.
Closure, from those memories.
Memories that haunted me.
Blind sided me with love,
Passion that burnt like a violent flame.
Ignited a spark within me,
But what comes next, I won't be the same.
I had no closure from you,
Its like you ceased to exist.
You disappeared without a word,
Still holding a piece of me.
What if's killed me,
Mourning you I did.
Bled till my heart ran dry,
Mourning of what would have been.
Then you come back,
You're scared of the things around us.
But you was fully aware,
The things we had,
The things we did, we did despite everything there.
You my medusa,
Froze me stone cold.
Dead in my tracks,
Left me alone.
My medusa,
My beautiful moonlight,
Picture perfect,
We were day and night.
I accepted the death of you,
In a mental form.
You're alive and well,
But i feel you're gone.
I flash you a smile and tell you I'm fine,
But there's no hiding what's deep in my eyes.
Now I've let you go.
Without closure, but honestly now I really don't care.
The man you once loved and adored is in this body,
Alive and well but no longer there.
You've been seeking me,
Engage to speak with me,
Not once did I not express,
How much you mean to me.
But expect no closure from me,
As I didn't get it from you.
Our bond was a violent flame,
That burned in every room.
No one could match us, but lessons learnt.
Now you're kinda dead to me.
I wouldn't want what belongs to someone else,
Guess this was not meant to be.
But its fine,
No tears in my eyes,
I'm happy with life,
I accept our demise.
Closure, I never had.
But no longer need it.
Closure, I tried to seek,
But I no longer feel it.
Now you want me around,
But that man is lost.
You'll not find him,
You won't find him here,
The wolf no longer sings to the room,
Its seems to be, that he's ran out of air.
I would have crossed oceans for you,
But now I guess you'll never know.
But still, it hurts tremendously,
When you have to let them go.
Closure I tried to find,
One i tried to seek.
Tried to mutter some words,
But i found myself unable to speak.
Mourn the death of me,
Alive and well.
But now I'm mentally, physically, spiritually the best I've been.
Take a bow, now the curtains drawn.
What we had now is dead and gone.
We had a good run, but what we had is over.
Parting ways, without no closure.
Hamzah Aslam
Tue 17th Nov 2020 20:21
Paul, its nothing but the truth. I appreciate the kind words.
Sometimes we need to dig deep and express ourselves as a way of healing too!
I appreciate your support always