Hearts tomb
I lay my head down,
With these words that come to mind.
Happiness and joy seems ever so bleak,
Somethings are just hard to find.
I paint a picture perfect scene.
But this is simply just a disguise,
Suppressing my truest thoughts,
That I hide inside.
My hearts tomb is real,
How could it be so?
My past has moulded me,
How is it I've grown?
My hearts tomb protects me,
But I can't open up.
Closed off to everything,
Like I've had enough.
My hearts tomb drives me,
Knowing what I can achieve.
Keep a hold of my sanity,
Piece together, my shattered dreams.
Away from love,
I don't want to find.
Healed from scars,
In a mental form.
I felt so cold, along my path.
Now I feel warm, as I make my way.
Isolated in my mind,
My soul is now whole,
My heart is now safely,
Locked away.
My hearts tomb not easily found.
I feel empty to things I used to love.
Maybe its like the beliefs of the Egyptians.
That my hearts tomb may be cursed.
I found love and peace on my own,
Grown some wings so I could fly.
Reaching higher than the moon.
No emotions to see in my eyes.
I find peace on my own,
Knowing this who's really worthy,
My hearts tomb protects me so,
No one has a chance to hurt me.
My hearts tomb is sacred,
A gift not easy to attain.
When people call upon me,
They realise, im not the same.
Everythings trivial to me,
Like there's no worth.
Its toxic I know,
This I see.
But why would I want to jeopardise what I am now.
That now I'm finally at peace.
I give love into myself,
Educate my mind seek knowledge along the way.
Don't really care much about the people around.
Whether they leave or want to stay.
I feel closed off,
Numb to the emotions, as I look to the moon.
Only to realise I'm now, a prisoner of my hearts tomb.
I've got wings to fly,
Be my own man,
Live my life,
By my own rules.
I found peace.
Not one I can risk.
So my heart rests,
In its own tomb.