I can't see the color blue

It reminds me of how you broke me down

It reminds me of you

Do you remember how you made it pretty to make a mess out of me

How you left me scared

Hating myself

Your face is the one I dispise 

I hate that you sit so cute

But it's just a disguise 

You're a fucking monster

But I still love you

I look in your neighborhood 

Seeing all these broke down homes

Trying to find I piece of you

I hate you

But I miss you