Bubbling, shimmering just under the surface.

Over powering.

All consuming.

Violence just waiting to be released, needing to be released.

Ugly words wanting to get out, needing to get out.

Rage so strong.

 

Anger for what can’t be said.

Anger for what needs to be said.

Anger for what’s been done.

Anger for what hasn’t been done.

 

Anger, anger, anger.

Can’t let go, so hard to let go.

Explosion, uncontrollable.

Explosion, unstoppable.

 

The fuse keeps getting shorter and shorter.

No way to stop it, once it’s been lit.

 

Need to walk away.

Need to let go.

Need for control.

Need to not let go.

Need for losing control.

 

(april 2008)