No one knows
No one knows how much I want you to let me go.
No one knows how much I care for you or what you mean to me.
No one knows what its like to lie awake at night wanting you to hold me.
No one knows what it feels like when you leave me or when you come back.
No one knows what it feels like when you are not here or when you are near.
No one knows about the tears I’ve cried for you and much my heart aches for you.
No one knows about how much I want you to be here.
No one knows how much I love you.
No one knows how much I want to let you go, but I can’t.
(july 2005)