I abandoned myself

Over and over again

In order to love you

And you allowed me to

You drained my energy

You drank my light

Energy vampire 

I was your supply 

You chewed me up

And spit me out

My stomach hurt so much

I couldn’t sleep at night

Couldn’t protect myself 

From your demons

You gaslighted me

Into thinking I was your problem

And you were my savior

You lied to me

Brainwashed me into believing

I needed you 

When it was you who needed me

You drained me dry

Your energetic supply

Then critiqued me of the taste that

My milk left on your tongue

Ungrateful likkle boy

Im sorry I abandoned myself

For you