Even as my feet hit the ground 

Even as the movement takes me away

The thoughts still linger in my head - Is it true? Is there something I missed?

There’s always the turning and twisting as my mind rearranges words in my head, trying to find some link I missed

There isn’t but there are some small tinges of doubt

Those can be dealt with, those can be cured 

Not like the unknown, not the wading through nothing to find one chance

A plan to fix, a plan that will end the pains and the groans 

Can it be true it’s been like this before but something has changed?

This feels right, this ends the missing feeling 

I never believed I could be so happy