Time is more powerful than we think. We think we have all the time

In the world. Next time is always the solution.

We never know that the last time could be the last time 

Or even this time could be the last time.

Who’s to say there is a next time. A deceased Bestfriend and Grandfather later

I realized that “time”is a short letter word with a powerful meaning.

God I needed more time to get through this pain. I never imagined soon after I
Would have more pain. I needed more time to kiss my grandpa goodbye.

I wish I could see the day and look in his eyes of me completing 

School and to hear his voice. But I know in Heaven he’ll rejoice.

I needed more time to hug my Best Friend to tell her I Love You 

And I'll see you again. I needed more time to catch up on the good times.

To joke and play and sing our made up songs and silly rhymes.

I feel like we had a song and joke for everything.

I miss the car rides where you would sing.

I feel so much emptiness it's unreal.

No real words to explain how I feel.

You were by my side when we laid my grandpa to rest.

You were there to comfort me through my worst and my best.

The bond was real ; the love was real.

Everything was real.

Grandpa, I needed more time; to share with you in this world.

Like telling me to go outside and feed the squirrel.

Crazy moments I’ll never forget. Still pushing Grandpa

I’m not done yet. You’ve been a role model to all of us.

Just by everything you do. Everyone you loved.

For you just being you.

Made everyone feel like family and could talk up

A conversation so easily. A real old fashioned soul.

Time has gone on but the love I’ll never let go.