Zyprexa Latuda
I just watch everything and think
What the fuck is going on
I’m fine in my apartment
I see no reason to step out
I miss the city I miss the buzz
I just miss being young
But could you imagine stepping
Back into yesterday with what you know now
So I’m exiled in the suburbs
I’m that old crazy woman now
I won’t post more than a few pieces of art
It’s insane how everything is public
Where’s the dignity in that
When I get too lonely I just talk to my plants
You’ll never get me
The way you want me
Live with your regrets
While I don’t have any
I had my fun
And now I’ve got my dignity
Can’t step into that cesspool again
Not with these heels