giving up
Can you hear it?
Listen carefully now
Pay attention as the neck snaps
Before you snap and lose it.
Do you hear it slit?
Before you split,
To your misery.
Enjoy your seconds of misery
Joy will find you in mystery.
It's all scenery and gore in your head.
Hearts heavy you don't rest.
You wanna die not by your hand,
They won't blame you if you die.
Listen, bang!
It's all over like that,
In a blink, you won't flinch.
It's all over, this torment comes to a standstill.
Don't avoid the pain,
All thats left in you is void.
Forever consuming emptiness,
An abyss forever hungry.
Don't think it twice now.
But if I end it all,
What's the point?
It's all a one sided coin,
No choice but hellish torture.
I feel it as I walk this dusty road,
This rust and a load of self hatred.
I carry it all with pride