phase don't last
Phases don't last,
Until it's time to face them.
Changes that progress slow.
Suspense and patience I don't have.
Temper and triggers,
Ready to be pulled.
I want this to pass,
Nothing to fuss about.
Pain and inevitable stages,
Turn the pages to a chapter I don't read.
A chapter of dungeons,
Ruled by legions of demons,
A region in my mind.
Even religion is ineffective,
Defective faith and self deception,
Hope and pray this page is shorter.
.
My mind stands at the end,
Maybe at the end of a book most times.
But my emotions cruise,
Through bruises in the story.
A storyline that winds itself up,
Trying hard to keep up with the story.
Trying not to get lost in words I don't understand.