Membrane
I love you. What else matters?
Is there any more to say?
Note that I say ‘love’ and not ‘loved’.
Our lives would be so different
If our paths had not crossed;
We have formed our current selves.
I carry you with me;
Yes, I cling to a memory,
Fading away, I’m sure,
Though not quite disappearing,
And so never in the past.
But there is more to it than that;
A part of you inhabits me,
And, through slow depreciation,
That which remains is in me still.
So even should we feel disgust
And try to clean and scrub and purge
That last surviving piece away,
Our efforts will all be in vain.
Only time, and its consequence,
Can close this otherwise eternal
Story, this membrane of our lives.
Stephen Gospage
Fri 19th Nov 2021 15:47
Dear Keith
Thank you for fascinating comment. Yes, the idea of an "indelible impression" is at the heart of all this. Not just the memory of someone who was dear to you, but the something deeper, a kind of occupation.
And thanks to Nigel, Greg, Stephen A., Rudyard, Holden and Brenda for liking this poem.