They say the pen is mightier then the sword

Then why am I writing about feeling cut up

Mamma am so wounded

I can’t help it

Oh, and for you Kate don’t act like your any different

Love is love, whatever that is am not sure

Am just an sober addicted who’s mind is still wet

And know that the mistrust from a misunderstanding has turn to paranoia

Let the games begin the drama will flow

Oh, I not afraid to admitted life with no cocaine just not the same

And if I could do it all again I do it all again

A play on words this is all in my head it got to come out

The darkness needs to see the light of day

Am not sure whether am a genius or just in pain or have a lost my mind

How can you tell if madness has a voice?

And know I can’t live with it I cant life without it

Cause if this is what love is hook me up

Am still coming down

So I blame my feelings on my exs and covid 19 because why not

Even though I was a virus long before I knew her name