I can't remember what It feels like to be loved
For someone to like something about you that you hate about yourself
A shoulder to lean on at the end of the day when you've held the weight all on top of yours 
A soft touch when harsh words and heavy hands have hardened yours 
The smell of a meal or a nice word when you step through the door 
Truth is I've been ripped apart to the core and Ive lost my fight to tolerate anymore

And I feel sad because I don't remember what it feels like to be loved anymore 

Soul to soul conversation and I'm a special place in your heart and I'm a special place in your arms 

Love for when I laugh and love for when my eyes tear up like glass 

Respect me for being strong but let me know it's okay to not always be alone 

I can't remember what it feels like to be held, can't remember what it feels like to be felt, can't remember how it feels to let go and feel 

To not be plagued by questions of is this really real and in return reject any chance to open myself up to the possibilities cause my heart breaking has caused me so much instability

What's it feel like to be loved

A touch of my hand

A worthy woman in the eyes of a man 

Knowing that if the love becomes available, knowing that I really can 

Open my heart up to someone  again.