My head- a seagulls lounge
There is some old blood on the carpet in the dining room
Where I once cut my hand
Snow on the roof and frost in beautiful floral patterns
On the glass of windows that have survived
There is ash long dead in the fireplace
Where the rain now comes down the chimney
In slanting waves
In the bathroom the chalk white tiles are smeared with somebody else’s lies
And the bath has rust stains down the side from the taps now stuck fast
In the rooms with beds the paper is peeling and the beds all weak
A couple have legs missing and one has no spring left in its life
Some of the windows are smashed
And pigeons have settled in one room
Our room making it their own
Through a hole in the roof and broken ceiling plaster and joists
The bed where you and I once laid is still there with pillows sheets and covers
Feathers left to float and blow across the universe
Strewn in awkward places
Like you now hard to reach
Seagull’s have been dancing across the roof
Trying to form their own club
Now one is nesting in the lounge
Pecking at my head
I have no idea how it got in
The rats have all gone trying to find somewhere warm and dry to proliferate
The stairs are leaning to one side
And the entrance hall floor is creaking cracking and rotting
But the walls are straight as a die
And the foundations are as solid as they day they were laid
The slates I have started replacing
The toilet now flushes
The windows I am reglazing
The doors with new hinges I am rehanging
I have become my own carpenter with stairs skirting and floors
Paint and plaster are my watch words
As I brush and spread in even confident strokes
The seagulls will stay awhile longer
Until the smile you recently gave me across a crowded room
Becomes a full-bodied grin
So, I can bang the last nail in
And call this place that I occupy
Yours and mine
When you come home
To lay in the bed we together once made
Again
There is some old blood on the carpet in the dining room
Where I once cut my hand
Snow on the roof and frost in beautiful floral patterns
On the glass of windows that have survived
There is ash long dead in the fireplace
Where the rain now comes down the chimney
In slanting waves
In the bathroom the chalk white tiles are smeared with somebody else’s lies
And the bath has rust stains down the side from the taps now stuck fast
In the rooms with beds the paper is peeling and the beds all weak
A couple have legs missing and one has no spring left in its life
Some of the windows are smashed
And pigeons have settled in one room
Our room making it their own
Through a hole in the roof and broken ceiling plaster and joists
The bed where you and I once laid is still there with pillows sheets and covers
Feathers left to float and blow across the universe
Strewn in awkward places
Like you now hard to reach
Seagull’s have been dancing across the roof
Trying to form their own club
Now one is nesting in the lounge
Pecking at my head
I have no idea how it got in
The rats have all gone trying to find somewhere warm and dry to proliferate
The stairs are leaning to one side
And the entrance hall floor is creaking cracking and rotting
But the walls are straight as a die
And the foundations are as solid as they day they were laid
The slates I have started replacing
The toilet now flushes
The windows I am reglazing
The doors with new hinges I am rehanging
I have become my own carpenter with stairs skirting and floors
Paint and plaster are my watch words
As I brush and spread in even confident strokes
The seagulls will stay awhile longer
Until the smile you recently gave me across a crowded room
Becomes a full-bodied grin
So, I can bang the last nail in
And call this place that I occupy
Yours and mine
When you come home
To lay in the bed we together once made
Again
There is some old blood on the carpet in the dining room
Where I once cut my hand
Snow on the roof and frost in beautiful floral patterns
On the glass of windows that have survived
There is ash long dead in the fireplace
Where the rain now comes down the chimney
In slanting waves
In the bathroom the chalk white tiles are smeared with somebody else’s lies
And the bath has rust stains down the side from the taps now stuck fast
In the rooms with beds the paper is peeling and the beds all weak
A couple have legs missing and one has no spring left in its life
Some of the windows are smashed
And pigeons have settled in one room
Our room making it their own
Through a hole in the roof and broken ceiling plaster and joists
The bed where you and I once laid is still there with pillows sheets and covers
Feathers left to float and blow across the universe
Strewn in awkward places
Like you now hard to reach
Seagull’s have been dancing across the roof
Trying to form their own club
Now one is nesting in the lounge
Pecking at my head
I have no idea how it got in
The rats have all gone trying to find somewhere warm and dry to proliferate
The stairs are leaning to one side
And the entrance hall floor is creaking cracking and rotting
But the walls are straight as a die
And the foundations are as solid as they day they were laid
The slates I have started replacing
The toilet now flushes
The windows I am reglazing
The doors with new hinges I am rehanging
I have become my own carpenter with stairs skirting and floors
Paint and plaster are my watch words
As I brush and spread in even confident strokes
The seagulls will stay awhile longer
Until the smile you recently gave me across a crowded room
Becomes a full-bodied grin
So, I can bang the last nail in
And call this place that I occupy
Yours and mine
When you come home
To lay in the bed we together once made
Again
Nigel Astell
Fri 4th Feb 2022 01:33
Life we make
our home
living it
has it's
ups and downs
that's life.