If you're here,
I don't blame you
To forget what
I was thinking.

Is it wrong if
I really miss you
Without knowing
That you're sinking ?

I was afraid,
If I survived
The scars would
Never leave me.

All my blabbing,
Please forgive me.
If I love you
Would you hate me?

Can you say my name with out choking?
"I didn't mean it like that"
"I was just joking "
Every time you spill the truth.

Did you know that all the blood you've lost?
I've been counting every single drop.
I've been counting every single mile.
Never look back at those tainted smiles.

The new ones are here.

I regret
Every single day
I let you
To strangle me.

Apologies...
Falling off trees.
If I hate you
Would you love me?

If living's
Not worth it
And neither's
Dying,

Then maybe
Stop counting
If it's worth it
Before trying.

Can you say my name with out choking?
"I didn't mean it like that"
"I was just joking "
Every time you spill the truth.

Did you know that all the blood you've lost?
I've been counting every single drop.
I've been counting every single mile.
Never look back at those tainted smiles.

The new ones are here.