You wanted my position but you didn't know what it required. You thought layin' in bed with him every night, taking cute pics, flaunting him around, and f****n' him good was all it took. But, what comes with that? When he leaves, tellin' you he won't be gone long, and after several hours, sometimes a whole night, of unanswered text messages and phone calls, you start to wonder where he is and who he's with. When he finally does make it back, and you ask him wtf happened and why he didn't come home for so many hours, he lies to your face and tells you he passed out in his car or at a relative house. You get this uneasy feeling deep down in your gut because you know you've been lied to and he'll never change, not even for YOU. You know, the same way you got him, is the same way you'll lose him. You thought I was stupid and clueless about you because I didn't press it like you do, but in actuality, I knew I wasn't strong enough to walk away yet so I "let him cheat in peace" and when I finally walked away, you thought you won. You felt rewarded because you ruined what we had. When the truth is, I got the strength to love myself more than he'll ever love either one of us. I felt like it was your turn to have that headache, and it was your turn to experience the side that every girl thinks she wants, until she actually gets it. Yes it was hard for you on the outside lookin' in to see him love me, because of greed and envy, but it's gonna be even harder for you to THINK he loves you and then you realize, you're just me, all over again. GOOD LUCK, SIS.