Selfish Last Words
Tonight I’d like to write about how lovely it is to hear birds chirping
Or even newfound hope making its way from the distance
However, no matter how hard I try
I’m afraid I’d fail a thousand times
There’s a small voice inside spitting toxic rhymes
I may lack an abundance of qualities
What I ought to be is far from who I am
I underachieve where the average effortlessly exceeds
Not to mention the countless times my comparisons hid me from view
One thing remains to be true
All I have is this creativity
She may grow and become everything I’ve ever aspired to be
Receive applause for being a role model
But as far as this miniscule talent
She could never craft such words
Nor form the imagination I was given
Because this is mine
And the day someone pries the artistry from my hands
Is the day I die.